Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerd

omg i havnt updated this shit for ..how long?
I've been studying like crazy and final exams started last friday. Two days to go

Going back to my books 8\ (thats a nerd face..)

Halloween this week; going to be a .. NERD, duuuh

sick&tired.

Got home around 11:30. its 2am now and i should sleep soon after i watch an episode of Lie To Me LOL
Been studying until 1am every night this longweekend. Finally had some fun today,ah

My eyes are hurting like hell and my stomach too.. and my pc is having a problem somehow.. i hate this.. I think i'm having an emotional problem, I get pissed off so easily these days

Well the good news is I got a new job $_$
The bad one is my parents are coming home tmr..and school after tmr....

So yea, gnight peeps

Weekend plans and a depressing story

Thanksgiving 4 days longweekend , yeryer!
Parents free, YERYER!
Shitloads of hws , yeryer - -..

[...]

So I read a story on internet and it got me depressed.. 'Cause its putting what I wanted to erase from my life into another story. Most of all, at the end of the story, the blogger mentionned that people who understood it are mostly married or above 35 years old.. how sad is that. So here's the story:

Once upon a time, a princess named Diana was in love with a prince. Their wedding day finally arrived and the princess was dressed in her prettiest gown. In order to get to the prince's castle, she needed to cross a river. Diana didn't want to ruin her gown so she sat there hoping for her prince to come. Hours passed by and a donkey came by. He was the uggliest thing the princess has ever seen.
The donkey said :" hello there my lady, I can help you cross this river, just hop on my back".
To which Diana replied, no thank you. You are not tall enough and I don't want to wet my gown.
Donkey:" why don't you trust me? i promise i won't ruin your gown"
Diana refused. So the two of them just sat there. The donkey was waiting for the princess to change her mind and the princess was waiting for her prince to arrive.
The sky turned dark and the prince still hasn't come.
So the donkey said:" what if he never comes? Let me get you to the other side, I promise not to ruin your gown. But if I get you there and your gown is still as pretty, you have to take me home". Diana was tired of waiting so she agreed.
Before she hops on, the donkey told her that he can only support that much weight so if she drops tears, he won't be able to support the heaviness. The princess said that if he ruins her gown, she will leave him.
The donkey walked slowly but surely and her gown didnt touch the water. They talked a lot and the princess just knew that she's the fifteenth girl he takes on his back to cross the river. Except the first one, the rest all had their gowns ruined.
He walked safely and Diana stopped worrying about her gown.
Donkey:" are you happy right now?"
Diana:" Yes I am"
Donkey:" Is it because of your gown or me?"
Diana hesitated. The donkey said that either way, he just wants to keep her on his back. Diana fell asleep and dreamed about donkey transforming into a prince after she kissed him. When woke up, she kissed the donkey on his cheek but nothing happened. Donkey is donkey and prince is prince. Her prince is the one waiting for her on the other side of the river, and not this donkey.
She was lost in her mind and got overwhelmed. So much that a tear dropped out of her eye. The donkey suddenly crashed down and dropped her in the water. They didn't say anything and Diana walked the rest of the way by herself. The donkey didn't even try to make her stay and walked back, to wait for the next princess that won't cry on his back and take him home.
The princess arrived at the castle but the prince wasn't there. She sat on the ground, she was cold and sick. A little rabbit passed by and the princess took it into her arms and said:" all i need now is a hug to warm me up". She saw the donkey on the other side and cried.

[...]

There are two phrases to complete this story :
- On your first true love, you loved this person. If they deceived you, you will only love yourself when you get into another relationship
- The word love as a noun does not go with an 's'. The word lover, does.

So did you understand the meaning of the story? Did you figure out what donkey, princess, prince and rabbit represent? And the symbolism behind every element?

Too..much..hw......*dies*

I've been studying for 5 hours now..
Indeed I dont have a life

BUT I GOT SO MANY SHITS TO DO , ITS LIKE ZOMFGOAJEALDKFKAFHHKAJF *SPAZZES

Busy weekend, again..

Why do we have so many homeworks? This is so gay.

Still sick. Someone called me earlier :)
I was feeling too sick so I took a hot bubble bath with rose buds and milk.

every girl should take care of herself.
Hot bath warms you up, helps to cure cold, open pores and takes all them evil little things out of your body. To upgrade the bubble bath, you can add in honey, rose buds, essential oils, olive oil, milk(yea i was about to make that white.. fail), red wine, dried flowers, lemon juice, fruit slices...
You get the point. And after you pat dry, apply body lotion all over asap.
My skin is so much smoother and I feel allll warm

CND Open House this weekend and I'm the guide , muaha
Last year at school, I rly want to cherish every moment of it.

I'm home alone, its 11pm and I'm watching Gossip Girl
Peace out !

Maaaaaan..

Tuesday morning ; 11:40 am
No I'm not at school. Im so damn sick that i have to rest home..
I don't know if its getting any better but I'm coughing blood O_O ..yeaa

Gosh.. it feels like crap

Sick

Rainy Sunday afternoon.. still in my bed, watching Japanese TV dramas. Its freeeezing outside
Sore throat + runing nose , ugh I hate being sick.
I remembered a recipe my grandma learned me : Honey Pear . She used to cook this for me everytime I catch a cold and it works wonders. So basically you just cut a pear into cubes (big ones) ; put them into boiling water; add honey and black sugar and boil more. And serve
It helps your immune system, unblock your nose and helps blood circulation (so u feel warmer)

Who studies in the fucking movie theater?.. me
Yea I went on top of AMC pepsi forum cinema yesterday after my rehersal to study with JM.
I might stay up late tonight to finish reading Zola since we have a test tomorrow

Thursday night was fun. Went to play pool and arcades, wheeeee
And 'The Town' rly sucked ..

Busy week coming up, exams , grad photo and open house. I hope everything goes well! :)

10 days.. seriously?

Its been 10 days I havn't updated my blog. SORRY

Ive been really busy recently. With school and orchestra and shizzles.
Homeworks are getting quite annoying and I hope I can keep it up until christmas, no actually I have to keep it up.
Waking up @ 6 everyday literally feels like shit. Yea, the brown ones
Losing my job just adds the cherry on top yknow.
& Since I'm that lucky, I just had to meet somebody who messes everything up when I need something serious, or even better, nothing at all.
When things go wrong , they all go wrong at the same time..
So I hope my life gets back on its steps asap.

Oh and I discovered and awesome recipe for omelettes so you guys better wait patiently for my next post , muhaha.

Yea.. peace, got english reading comprehension to do.

So far so good

School is so far so good. I've been so busy these days, ugh. Feels like getting hardcore ass raped.
I rly hope my hard work pays off

Guys.. Starbucks' Green Tea Frappuccino is THE SHIT! how do u ever get tired of it?

weekend finally, got shitloads of pages to read.
WYSO (Westmount Youth Symphony Orchestra) registration tmr @ 12:30
Yaaay, can't wait to see you guys :)
Going to shop for a hoodie after cause the weather is going straight down and my blazer does nothing. ; eat something ; pay the shipment fee of my online order ; do resume for ch.1 in La Corporation for entrepreneuriat

Sunday: read To Kill a Mockingbird while working. horray

*ps: ive been watching My girlfriend is a Gumiho(nine-tailed fox) recently and its awesome
hope to blog to u guys soon, with love YZ

Sana face wash, KOSE masks & SKIN79 Dreamgirls bb cream

As I promised, a review of three products that I bought a week earlier :)

SANA SOY MILK Face Wash
I decided to try this one out since its makeup remover was amazing. I adore Japanese drugstore skincares just because they are natural , gentle yet effective. This is Sana soy milk's face wash made out of pure soy beans. It claims to cleanse deeply even removing makeups without being rough to the skin. When I first tried it out, i squeezed out about 3cm of the product ( like i used to do with my old facial wash). But this product foams so amazingly, you only need half a cm. Yes, a pea size is even too much. IT FOAMS LIKE CRAZY. The bottle is quite big so I think it'll last for a quite long time. It feels rly soft and gentle on the skin & when it foams, its almost like massaging foamy whipped cream on your face LOL So it has quite a creamy texture. It doesnt have any smell to it, only a slight tiny teeeeny bit of soy bean scent if you snif hard, since its all natural. I love the idea of using something THAT natural on my skin instead of harshly perfumed products. After washing off, my face felt weird at first. It isnt a tight or dry feeling, but it feels like my skin is so clean that it has a different texture.. But it imediately goes away when you pat your face dry. My skin felt UBBER CLEAN , hydrated, soft and brightened. I actually dont recommand this for dry skins 'cause it might cleanse too much. Also, even tho it removes makeup, its better to use a makeup remover before to not leave any residue behind.
4 out of 5 due to the weird feeling that lasts for a few seconds, if not, its a perfect face cleanser.

KOSE Clear Turn Collagen Essence Mask

Another Japanese drugstore skincare. This is an interesting product. It comes in a tissue-box like little package that contains 26 sheet masks inside. Once you open the seal, you can see its the exact same concept as tissue boxes. You pull on sheet mask out at time and they are all soaked with collagen essence. KOSE clear turn has 4 types of mask pack. This one is collagen elasticity(in pink), theres also whitening essence(blue), Q10 (orange) & hydrating essence(yellow). KOSE masks has the best fit for my face and the tissue is rly thin and strong at the same time. This mask is so convenient! It can be used every single day and 5min is enough since its very concentrated & meant to be a quick S.O.S for ur skin. I use it in the morning before I apply my makeup if my skin feels dry that day. Or when I take a shower at night. The heat in the shower gives even better result. It basically hydrates your skin and gives it a moisture shot. I have to say that I've used quite alot of sheet masks and the problem is no matter how amazing it claims to be, the result is always the same: hydration and brightening. From now on I'm only using this sheet mask and for a better result I will try wash off masks instead.


SKIN79 Dreamgirls BB Cream

Ive been looking for a perfect bb cream for SUCH a long time. I need to clarify that 'perfect bb cream' for me isn't perfect coverage, whitening effect, anti-aging and such. I want a bb cream that acts great as a makeup base which means sheer coverage, light texture, oil control, sun block, natural colour and skincare benefits & all this without being too greasy or thick. I think this one is the closest to perfection. It has spf 30 and PA +++, its very sheer almost liquidy, the colour is very natural(unlike some bb creams with grey, pink undertone or too much whitening effect), it has oil control properties and leaves skin feeling fresh. BB creams all claim to have skincare benefits and dont feel like having makeup on. Out of all bb creams I've tried, this is the only one that actually match these properties. Dreamgirl bb cream is made for teenage girls between the age of 16 and 22. It doesn't have all those fancy effects so its less heavy on your skin. It has papaya and other fruit extracts that get rid of extra sebum and heals blemished skin. It rly feels like a moisturizer or even lighter. The only con would be: I won't wear this to occasions like parities, concert or such cause the coverage is too sheer. It's great for everyday makeup and for girls who are looking for a bb cream that rly feels like no makeup on. Definitely 5 on 5 and will purchase it over and over again.


Hope my reviews helped! Next reviews: MISSHA the style eyeshadow stick, Etude House 66 Big Eye Charm and Skinfood Rice Wash Off Mask