Happy Chinese New Year!

Its february 2nd and its the all mighty Chinese Lunar New Year :)
This is supposed to be a cheerful occasion, it has always been one in my memories.
But this year its kind of different.
As a kid, I used to go back to China every New Year to celebrate with family.
Hot pot, fire crackers, fireworks, dumplings, red everywhere, smile on everyones face... I miss them so much, it warms me up just to think about it.
Family is where I belong.

We stoped going back to China every New Year since 2000 and its been 11 years now.
Since 11 years, I've always celebrated this occasion at school or on the phone with my grandparents. It feels like something is missing..

Last year, my grandfather passed away the day before New Year. I didnt get a chance to tell him happy new year and how much I miss him & love him.
Yesterday I was on the phone with my family and just hearing my grandparents voice makes my heart aches so bad. I dont know if thats the last new year wish I will be sending them, I dont know if I will be able to see them again.. They were crying on the phone and they told me that since 11 years, new year has never been complete without my parents and me.
I really miss them so much..I miss my Home..

@ 12 am midnight, I looked outside my window. Everything was cold, calm and distanced. I was supposed to feel all warm and cheerful...

Now this is a very depressing Chinese New Year :(
And I know many people share my feelings right now.

So I wish you all a very happy chinese new year! ( This year is rabbits year btw! )

Happy New Year!

Can't believe 2010 is already gone. I must say that 2010 was a shitty year and I hope 2011 will be a better one for all of us!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:

- Smile as often as possible and be happy
- Eat healthier
- Go on a trip this summer with parents
- Find an apartment and a better job
- Be able to take care of myself
- Get into Vanier
- Grow longer, healthier hair
- Enjoy this awesome 18th year :)




Wooot , red coat for New Year :)
Firework @ Old port ( countdown)

Me and my dad :)

Last minutes of 2010, put your hands up !!

Time flies by and we often don't get the time to catch every opportunity. Sometimes, we are just too busy struggling with our own little dramas to look up and see the better side of life. If you look beyond everything, the only things that matter in life are health and happiness.
Think about people who die young, people who suffer with cancer, people who spend their lives in a wheelchair or those who live in total darkness.
Think about people who die of hunger, people who have never met their parents...
And this list goes on.
The key that brings happiness into your life is being thankful for what you have
We only have this one life so we must live it to its fullest. Chase your dream, go after what you love. Learn everything you want to and enjoy every moment you live.
Open your heart to feel every beat, open your eyes to see every smile, open your arms to every single person you love.
2011, HERE WE COME!!! :)

merry flipping christmas

Its 2:22am of December 25, 2010.

Vacations, finally. I could rly use some right now

Very productive day

So its snowing like crazy outside and I decided to skip school.
Its been 5 hours now and I didnt do SHIT.
except gettin fat :) had instant noodle + moka cheese cake

SHITLOADS OF WORK TO DO AND I RLY NEED TO GO SHOPPING, SHEESH..
Give me some break already :(

mm anyways im off to pharmaprix , gay i know. PEACE

( Lack of words )

so the 4 days longweekend, literally, flew by.
Marianopolis was fun but i think im still going for Vanier.. had HOTPOT with friends for supper that night! ;
Went to L'Oreal outlet Friday and the rest of the weekend = 24h library @_@
So here are some of the stuffs i bought from the outlet :D


L'Oreal Bare Naturale mineral powder & Vichy Dermablend high pigmentation concealer
I didnt open the foundation yet, i bought it for the word ' Mineral' since i love it so much
and the concealer is like the shit. It so thick, a tiny bit goes a long way.

(The missha eyeshadow stick was there for some reason...i didnt buy it at L'Oreals )
Maybelline Eyestudio eyeshadow. well, i dont usually use eyeshadows so i bought something versatile. Taupe brown; shimmery pin and champagne. The champagne can be used as a highlighter and the taupe one, an eyeliner.

Maybelline XXL mascara and L'Oreal one( forgot the name)
Thats my first 2heads mascara; microfiber base and the mascara itself. I find it such a waste of time since the result didnt surprise me. But it wasnt as thick as i thought it would be so im fine with it. The l'Oreal one : ive been using it since 3 years and its awesomely unreplaceble!(however u spell it ..)

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So recently, I'm taking herbal medecine to restablish my hormones and reduce pimples. I'm at my second week so far and i can see a slight improvement. While taking my medicines, i'm also using honey (goodiiiieee) to help the result. Honey has antibacterial benefits and it heals skin damages. I spread some on my face after i wash it at night and leave it on for a good 30 minutes. I also dilute some with hot water and drink it since it cleanses ur stomach leftovers and helps period pains.
TA-DAA! i bought this huge thing at Costco and i looove it :)

isn't it so cute ?

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1 month left before christmas finals. I'm stressing my ass out here.. I think i might just move into the library for a month - - I srsly spend more time in the library than at home..thats not right. NOT RIGHT
Such a nerd i am, i even drew a fkn study plan for this month which is to be completed. I sticked it to my desk to remind myself that I.NEED.TO.STUDY.!

Ok u might think i'm crazy now, but I dont understand shit in class so its the only way out.
And guess what i'm going to do now?
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STUDY MORE! D:

Shitty sunday

So i studied all day at UQAM's library yesterday after WYO rehersal @ McGill
Got home around supper and found a post-it on the fridge
' honey i made u soups and pasta, they are in the oven. Love, mom'
Aw great. PC all night, & fell asleep before my parents came home.
SLEPT 5 freaking hours ; got up early for L'Oreal outlet sale AND didnt even get in..so many ppl @_@ ugh
and parents decided to go to IKEA. I wasnt in the mood so i stayed in the food section enjoying free refill coffee and my breakfast
Got home and pc was having some problems.. fixed it by myself ! I'm SUCH a genius
First day of taking herbal medicines and its probably like the worst thing i ever drank..
It was bitter, hot, sour and to make it even better, it looked like extracted juice from cow shit.. 1 L of that, i was that close to puking - -
But since its so good for me, i sucked it up. EWWW one - four months of that crap every day?
the result better be worth it ..

Sooo i got some body butter since my old one is almost done. i know i neveruse lip balms but it came with my 2 body creams so why not?


..now, i rly have to catch up on reading.

Report cards!

MUHAHAHA! i got fucking 80% average , YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS
i KNEW everything will pay off in the end , YESYESYES!
Now i just keep it up and hope to reach for an 85 next term *crossfingers
.. sorry guys , im just ubber excited! AWYEA

My life is quite tasteless right now.. school, library, orchestra, work, eat, sleep.. and so on
i dont even have time to go out anymore. sadsad
But luckily, 4days longweekend next week, yeeeh. Going to Marianopolis next thursday for Student-a-day thingy. Cant wait

Peace out my lovely people

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Dress up day @school ; Friday. FOR HALLOWEEN :D NERD POWER!

here is my uglyass grad pic.. My dad was so excited, he framed every single one of them and now i can see it in almost every single corner of my house !..

that was last week, Girls For Cure (Breast cancer) Breakfast. The food was great and the speech was kinda long. But we got gifts ! haha . All this for waking up at 5 in the morning & almost getting lost trying to find Sheralton Hotel in the pouring rain.

I rly have to update this shit more often .. huh :\
Wondering how am I still alive after all the exams. And I got so upset because although the hard works, I still didn't do good. Might even failed some.. UGH Someone kill me now?

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Beside that, I'm doing quite fine and life is interestig :)
Went to 3 Amigos (yummy shrimp linguini & beef tacos) and Concordia Library yesterday..
IT frkn SNOWED! gaaaaaah

Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerd

omg i havnt updated this shit for ..how long?
I've been studying like crazy and final exams started last friday. Two days to go

Going back to my books 8\ (thats a nerd face..)

Halloween this week; going to be a .. NERD, duuuh

sick&tired.

Got home around 11:30. its 2am now and i should sleep soon after i watch an episode of Lie To Me LOL
Been studying until 1am every night this longweekend. Finally had some fun today,ah

My eyes are hurting like hell and my stomach too.. and my pc is having a problem somehow.. i hate this.. I think i'm having an emotional problem, I get pissed off so easily these days

Well the good news is I got a new job $_$
The bad one is my parents are coming home tmr..and school after tmr....

So yea, gnight peeps

Weekend plans and a depressing story

Thanksgiving 4 days longweekend , yeryer!
Parents free, YERYER!
Shitloads of hws , yeryer - -..

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So I read a story on internet and it got me depressed.. 'Cause its putting what I wanted to erase from my life into another story. Most of all, at the end of the story, the blogger mentionned that people who understood it are mostly married or above 35 years old.. how sad is that. So here's the story:

Once upon a time, a princess named Diana was in love with a prince. Their wedding day finally arrived and the princess was dressed in her prettiest gown. In order to get to the prince's castle, she needed to cross a river. Diana didn't want to ruin her gown so she sat there hoping for her prince to come. Hours passed by and a donkey came by. He was the uggliest thing the princess has ever seen.
The donkey said :" hello there my lady, I can help you cross this river, just hop on my back".
To which Diana replied, no thank you. You are not tall enough and I don't want to wet my gown.
Donkey:" why don't you trust me? i promise i won't ruin your gown"
Diana refused. So the two of them just sat there. The donkey was waiting for the princess to change her mind and the princess was waiting for her prince to arrive.
The sky turned dark and the prince still hasn't come.
So the donkey said:" what if he never comes? Let me get you to the other side, I promise not to ruin your gown. But if I get you there and your gown is still as pretty, you have to take me home". Diana was tired of waiting so she agreed.
Before she hops on, the donkey told her that he can only support that much weight so if she drops tears, he won't be able to support the heaviness. The princess said that if he ruins her gown, she will leave him.
The donkey walked slowly but surely and her gown didnt touch the water. They talked a lot and the princess just knew that she's the fifteenth girl he takes on his back to cross the river. Except the first one, the rest all had their gowns ruined.
He walked safely and Diana stopped worrying about her gown.
Donkey:" are you happy right now?"
Diana:" Yes I am"
Donkey:" Is it because of your gown or me?"
Diana hesitated. The donkey said that either way, he just wants to keep her on his back. Diana fell asleep and dreamed about donkey transforming into a prince after she kissed him. When woke up, she kissed the donkey on his cheek but nothing happened. Donkey is donkey and prince is prince. Her prince is the one waiting for her on the other side of the river, and not this donkey.
She was lost in her mind and got overwhelmed. So much that a tear dropped out of her eye. The donkey suddenly crashed down and dropped her in the water. They didn't say anything and Diana walked the rest of the way by herself. The donkey didn't even try to make her stay and walked back, to wait for the next princess that won't cry on his back and take him home.
The princess arrived at the castle but the prince wasn't there. She sat on the ground, she was cold and sick. A little rabbit passed by and the princess took it into her arms and said:" all i need now is a hug to warm me up". She saw the donkey on the other side and cried.

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There are two phrases to complete this story :
- On your first true love, you loved this person. If they deceived you, you will only love yourself when you get into another relationship
- The word love as a noun does not go with an 's'. The word lover, does.

So did you understand the meaning of the story? Did you figure out what donkey, princess, prince and rabbit represent? And the symbolism behind every element?

Too..much..hw......*dies*

I've been studying for 5 hours now..
Indeed I dont have a life

BUT I GOT SO MANY SHITS TO DO , ITS LIKE ZOMFGOAJEALDKFKAFHHKAJF *SPAZZES

Busy weekend, again..

Why do we have so many homeworks? This is so gay.

Still sick. Someone called me earlier :)
I was feeling too sick so I took a hot bubble bath with rose buds and milk.

every girl should take care of herself.
Hot bath warms you up, helps to cure cold, open pores and takes all them evil little things out of your body. To upgrade the bubble bath, you can add in honey, rose buds, essential oils, olive oil, milk(yea i was about to make that white.. fail), red wine, dried flowers, lemon juice, fruit slices...
You get the point. And after you pat dry, apply body lotion all over asap.
My skin is so much smoother and I feel allll warm

CND Open House this weekend and I'm the guide , muaha
Last year at school, I rly want to cherish every moment of it.

I'm home alone, its 11pm and I'm watching Gossip Girl
Peace out !

Maaaaaan..

Tuesday morning ; 11:40 am
No I'm not at school. Im so damn sick that i have to rest home..
I don't know if its getting any better but I'm coughing blood O_O ..yeaa

Gosh.. it feels like crap

Sick

Rainy Sunday afternoon.. still in my bed, watching Japanese TV dramas. Its freeeezing outside
Sore throat + runing nose , ugh I hate being sick.
I remembered a recipe my grandma learned me : Honey Pear . She used to cook this for me everytime I catch a cold and it works wonders. So basically you just cut a pear into cubes (big ones) ; put them into boiling water; add honey and black sugar and boil more. And serve
It helps your immune system, unblock your nose and helps blood circulation (so u feel warmer)

Who studies in the fucking movie theater?.. me
Yea I went on top of AMC pepsi forum cinema yesterday after my rehersal to study with JM.
I might stay up late tonight to finish reading Zola since we have a test tomorrow

Thursday night was fun. Went to play pool and arcades, wheeeee
And 'The Town' rly sucked ..

Busy week coming up, exams , grad photo and open house. I hope everything goes well! :)

10 days.. seriously?

Its been 10 days I havn't updated my blog. SORRY

Ive been really busy recently. With school and orchestra and shizzles.
Homeworks are getting quite annoying and I hope I can keep it up until christmas, no actually I have to keep it up.
Waking up @ 6 everyday literally feels like shit. Yea, the brown ones
Losing my job just adds the cherry on top yknow.
& Since I'm that lucky, I just had to meet somebody who messes everything up when I need something serious, or even better, nothing at all.
When things go wrong , they all go wrong at the same time..
So I hope my life gets back on its steps asap.

Oh and I discovered and awesome recipe for omelettes so you guys better wait patiently for my next post , muhaha.

Yea.. peace, got english reading comprehension to do.

So far so good

School is so far so good. I've been so busy these days, ugh. Feels like getting hardcore ass raped.
I rly hope my hard work pays off

Guys.. Starbucks' Green Tea Frappuccino is THE SHIT! how do u ever get tired of it?

weekend finally, got shitloads of pages to read.
WYSO (Westmount Youth Symphony Orchestra) registration tmr @ 12:30
Yaaay, can't wait to see you guys :)
Going to shop for a hoodie after cause the weather is going straight down and my blazer does nothing. ; eat something ; pay the shipment fee of my online order ; do resume for ch.1 in La Corporation for entrepreneuriat

Sunday: read To Kill a Mockingbird while working. horray

*ps: ive been watching My girlfriend is a Gumiho(nine-tailed fox) recently and its awesome
hope to blog to u guys soon, with love YZ

insertatitlehere..

Longweekend after the first week of school. & the weather is finally cooling down
Aerobics is quite demanding.. quite alot

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Life's all good yknow, everything's fine.
Resting home today and studying.

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Tmr: Dimsum with parents for lunch + grocery shopping ; then C&C (cause they are having a 15% off for VIPs) ; Then work from 5-11

With Love, YZ

'im a motherfucking metapod'

First day of school.. I was THAT close to falling asleep on the floor.
Its fucking 40 degrees

The schedule wasn't bad;
Journalisme
Gym
History
Study prd
Lunch
Monde contemporain

Entrepreneuriat

Im just too tired to review 3 products that I recently bought ( SANA Soy Bean face wash , SKIN79 Dreamgirls bb cream and KOSE high moisture masks pack)
So I'll leave a little suspense for u guys, *drum roooolllss*

Going to rest a little & read the book for entrep. cuz i dunt get shit in economy.
Peace out

Major fuck my life

school tmr morning

..WHERE THE FUCK IS MY CADENA?!..