Friday, April 30, 2010

BENTO ♥

Boooored , dicking around and trying to learn how to cook Japanese traditional dishes. Ah, Food..
Will try it out this weekend or next week.
Weekend coming up :)
Finally getting some free time. I need some, trust me, i do.

[...]

* i'm nice enough to forgive but not stupid enough to forget
i'm nice enough to understand but not stupid enough to trust
I hope u are smart enough to not fuck it all over.
That's all i have to say.
Now you do whatever you want.
I honestly don't care
But just so you know, there's no second chance with me, Honey.


With Love, YZ ♥

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Don't know what i'm doing anymore..

Everyone has up and downs and i think i'm hitting straight down the hills thousand miles a second. Not me but my mind. Crazy thoughts coming around and knocking me down.

Got my report card yesterday, ugh. & temperature outside went from 25 to 5 degrees ..
My white shoes were all soaked. And its snowing. Yes , snowing in April.
I was planing on starting my history project today but ..meeh too lazy.. i'll do it tmr. Promise :)

* are u worth the trust? are u for real? if u are not, then get out of my face please.

With Love, YZ

Saturday, April 24, 2010

LOVE (Leave Out ViolencE) Concert

Collaboration Conert benefiting L.O.V.E (http://www.leaveoutviolence.com/source/) with Rochester Philaharmonic Youth Orchestra
Special performance by Dubmatique
Sponsored by Little Burgundy Shoes.

@7pm.

Leaving soon. -to Eglise Saint-Jean-Baptiste for rehersal.

* every happy moment comes with a bad one. and who the fuck is that bitch?..

Friday, April 23, 2010

Happiness

It doesn't come around often.
But when i'm with you, it does.
I'm such a happy girl right now.
Honestly, I can't ask for more and I don't have to wait for more
I got what I've always wanted.
Having a reason to smile is a beautiful thing
I don't happen to be this happy everyday
But when I am, I only share it with you because you are the reason of my happiness.
Everyone can stare into my eyes but none will see the same thing as you do
& you said it .. "everything happens for a reason"

With Love, YZ

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Perfect

Falling a thousand feet per second
You still take me by surprise
I just know we can’t be over I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence takes a lot to realize
It is worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lye
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won’t fall even if you said I was wrong

I’m not perfect but I keep trying ‘cause that’s what I said I would do from the start
I am not alive if I’m lonely
So please don’t leave

When you’re caught in a lie
And you got nothing to hid
eWhen you’ve got nowhere to run
And got nothing inside
It tears right through me
You thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I’m not perfect but I keep trying..

Perfect - Hedley

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Cause they love bitches

Why do men take nice girls for granted?
'Cause they love bitches

Why do men love bitches?
'Cause they can stand up for themselves.

Why do men love bitches who stand up for themselves?
'Cause its less of a burden for them


- quoted from the book Why Do Men Love Bitches?

* I find this very true. Note that, bitches here stand for strong women

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Happy Birthday

Seventeen and all grown up. Thank you for all the wishes and gifts, i really appreciate them.
Went out; eat + shopping.
omfg i bought two awesome dresses + black high heels for my coming up concerts

Laying on my bed, tired. [ I did wrong - 2am] playing *
Thinking about the past 17 years, although i can only remember half of it.
Last year has changed my life
This year , even more
I still have a long way to go and yknow.. life isn't always easy
I bet the upcoming year will be disastrous and filled with happy moments at the same time
While blowing the candles, i always thought i would wish for it
But i didn't, i wished for something else..
I really wish this year will be great. really..

With Love, YZ

Saturday, April 17, 2010

toooo fast.

Time goes by too fast. Turning 17 tomorrow, its unbelievable.

[We say that time is the only proof, time goes by so fast, we can hardly grab it. Feeling lost or feeling down, sun keeps shining and life goes on. If you can't stand up straight, crawl, keep going.. ]

I'm actually really satisfied and happy with what i have these days. I guess i finally can look beyond imperfections and find happiness. ♥

With Love, YZ

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

jeesus.

My report card overall average is going to be 10-15% lower this term..
I'll work hard this term.. promise? (A)

..naa screw that , promises are shit. I'll try tho.

Ive been pretty hype this week hah. So please don't let stuffs get in my way and let me down.
Thank you ,God.

With Love, YZ

Sunday, April 11, 2010

2 min

Until America's Best Dance Crew Championship Finale !
POREOTIX ALL THE WAY , YAA BITCH YAAAH! xD

*kinda worried about someone @_@