Saturday, January 30, 2010

Je t'adore.


Je t'adore.

Je t'aime

Our love is meant to be forever

Watching So You Think You Can Dance. I think i watched too much tv these days LOL
But I can't miss the Miss America tonight on TLC.
*Happy Birthday Sam.

Got pistachio green day-planner agenda today. It's hot.


Violin lesson in 1 hour and something... aw fuck.
Found out about an awesome chocolate restaurant on St-Denis yesterday.
Juliette & Chocolat

The Chocolate fondue there seems pretty yummy. Valentine's Day is comming soon, ;D

4 months anniversary in 2 days. I will hold your heart close to mine, forever
... beyond forever


With Love, YZ

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Teen Vogue is my bible.

What d'you want, what d'you do. Tell me baby what you do (8)

*someone is being a pussy.

4 Months Next Monday (L)
I LOVE YOU BABY

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Out of my mind, beyond my capacity.


big mess in my mind right now.

I don't want you to see me as a freak but i'm being a little insecure.
Feeling like I can no longer express my feelings without being judged. I rly couldn't care less about what other people think , but you.. I care about you.
I don't know.. I've always wanted you to be there for me, to support me. But everything just took a big U turn and started to deviate.
Feels like you've expected too much from the people around you and the higher you climb, the harder you fall.
Feels like I have been too naive, feels like I've been tricked. Feels like I imagined all the magic by myself and the reality was not even close.
Feels so silly , so stupid.
I have always been optimist and I actually believe that it's one of my biggest weak spot. I know that i'm going to be the one who will get crushed at the end but I keep faith in , not just anything , in love.
I don't want to make the same mistake twice. And the whole thing is following the wrong path; Taking the same steps.
I really feel like I've changed myself and forced myself so hard for nothing. Feels like i'm the only one sacrificing here and you just want to be free. And whenever you need me back, I just must be there.. Stop making me feel like a trash.
I really don't want you to let us down so easily.
I don't want to regret , I don't want to make another mistake.
And then you ask me, why don't you go find another guy who won't make you cry?
I've answered this a billion times, and now again: Cause I want nobody but you. And I expect you to do something instead of letting us go.
I don't konw if you realized but this is a serious relationship, nothing like what you've had in the past and nothing like what i've had either. So obviously, it won't be as easy. You have to sacrifice.

[...]
And then you ask me what are my tears for..

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Say what.

MEGAN FOX IS BALD. BALD LIKE BAAWWLD.

[...]
LOL I got kicked out of Ethic class. Teacher is ghey.
A second earthquake in Haiti this morning. It's rly sad how nature can take away everything so suddenly and it's rly pathetic how a human being's life is so fragile. crazy.

I just noticed that you actually have to sacrifice a lot for love.

Don't give up on true love. Even if the one you love is begging you to.
- Chuck Bass

With Love, YZ

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Vox Pop

Ugh can't reach boyfriend on the cell. I want to hear your voice so bad, i miss you babe.

1h of fundraising in the morning for WYO. Sold everything ; 50$
Then hitting Mont-Royal Metro to meet Soe, Marina & Ema (aka Electrotits)
We did a VOX POP for Ethic Project on SPCA. The mascott was epic LMFAO
Sold my boots for 30$ . =]

Anyways. Gotta go practice violin cuz got yelled by the teacher yesterday.
With Love, YZ.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

I want your ugly I want your disease (L)

Rah rah ah ah ah ,
roma ro ma ma,
ga ga oh la la,
caught in bad romance (8)

I got this song in my head for the entire day.
!#$%^&%^&
So I just desactivated my facebook account, taking a rest..or more like a dare.
Last tutorial today. Aww yeeh.
AND 100$ CASH, AWW YEAHHHH now that's what i'm talking about

& heard about an awesome ( apparently ) place and they serve tawainese food. I LIKE
Going to try it out next week with mon cherii.

Anyways, I am supposed to be doing hws right now .. yeah..
With Love, YZ

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Love can touch us one time and lasts for a life time

Ordinary weekend. But without my dearest one.
Loneliness leads to... listening over and over old classic songs. Hence the title. Yes, i'm cool like that. Stop hating now (:
Just came back from orchestra rehersal and hitting the coffee shop to take a frappuccino before going to the library in 15 minutes.
No I don't spend my days at the library, I'm tutoring an 8years-old kid.
Going to watch Avatar with my family tonight.
I heard that there's an alien sex scene.. Awkzbox XD
Monday after-school; Job interview. It's actually phone-line job, you just pick up phone calls and plan rendez-vous. It's pretty close to my house and school so yeah. Plus, you can pick your own working time, how awesome is that. The work place is a spa and massage salon. Wish me luck

hmm, going to prepare tutoring stuffs now.
p.s: I miss you

With Love, YZ

Thursday, January 7, 2010

ew.

School.
waking up early
HOMEWORKS!!

It's sad but that's life..

French discussion on the personal novel. (due tomorrow; 60 pages left )
Math Homework (due tomorrow)
English reading (Ch.1) (due tomorrow)
French ponctuation homework ( due tomorrow)
AND 2hours of tutorial tonight.


Ugh i hate school


With Love, YZ

Monday, January 4, 2010

2010 starts like magic.

Oh gode. It's been 5 days, lack of sleep.. New year dinners/parties. Consequence: effing puffy eyes. Had a great time thou, it's the only thing that counts. Yes I had to post this New-year-post 3 days later cause i was too busy. or too lazy.

New Year Resolutions:
- Improve my cooking skills
- Focus on my studies more

- More love, less hate. Yes.

Happy belated New Year everybody. Wish all your dreams come true
With Love YZ