Hey It's JB (8)

My friends say I'm a fool to think
that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
'Cuz honestly the truth is that
you know I'm never leavin'
'Cuz you're my angel sent from above
People try to tell me
but I still refuse to listen
'Cuz they don't get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
a thousand days without your love,
oh your love
Love me, Love me Say that you love me Fool me, Fool me Oh how you do me Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear Tell me you love me Love me, Love me Say that you love me Fool me, Fool me Oh how you do me Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear Tell me you love me Love me, Love me Say that you love me Fool me, Fool me Oh how you do me Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear Tell me you love me Love me, Love me Say that you love me Fool me, Fool me Oh how you do me Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear Tell me you love me Love me, Love me Say that you love me Fool me, Fool me Oh how you do me Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear Tell me you love me Love me, Love me Say that you love me Fool me, Fool me Oh how you do me Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear Tell me you love me Love me, Love me Say that you love me Fool me, Fool me Oh how you do me Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear Tell me you love me Love me, Love me Say that you love me Fool me, Fool me Oh how you do me Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear Tell me you love me

The After-Christmas Crisis. . . (:

27th, the second day of boxing day & two days after christmas.
There's like big flashy posters everywhere " AFTER-CHRISTMAS SALES 50% OFF "
It's overwhelming much. and exciting much. Went shopping with my parents yesterday downtowwnnn and kissed 300 bucks bye bye.
Got so many goodies. aw yeah.
SO it's 3:26 pm and i'm going out in 4 min. Haven't seen Charles for 4 days. Going to meet him <3 Just random hanging out yknow.
It's raining but i'm totally wearing my highheels :]
and going to take the bus instead of walking of course, its pouring water.
So yeaa, Gotta go now. =]

With Love, YZ

Christmas Eve

It's Christmas Eve , actually one hour before the 25th . I'm stuck at my mom's friend's house. Yeah i'm cool like that (H) , stop hating now. They are having a big time partying and i'm so sick and tired of it after like 5hours.
Nothing much happened today, i went to Mongolian Hot Pot tho. It was soooo good. Mmmmm..
Anyways, I'm updating this because i want to wish y'all a

Merry merry Christmas and a happy new year!

Christmas has always been my favorite holiday. Cause of the awesome legend, the food, the gorgeous snow , the music and the big fat white-beared man :) ...No i don't believe in Santa Claus. AND ABOVE ALL, giiiiifts. Don't we all love them? yes we do.

All i want for christmass is youu (8)
..
Oh wait, i already got you ;) <3

Ily Charles. Merry Kissmas babe.

With Love, YZ

Even if the sky is falling down..

We started diving class today.. One down, many more to go. I screwed up math midterm exam, like BIG. And i'm late for english novel & French homework. & To make it worse, we have a science midterm Friday and i still havn't started studying.. TO TOP IT ALL, I got a concert Friday evening around 5pm, school ends around 4pm. One hour to get to McGill University, change, do my hair cause of swimming and reherse. I'm just so damn tired right now.

But whenever i think about him, i forget about everything. He's the only reason that keeps me moving on and smiling even if the sky is falling down. Words can not describe what I feel for him. I know it, he knows it, and that's all we need to make it work.
It's our second anniversary in 6 days and his sixteenth birthday in 8 days. It's going to be greeeaatt. I can't wait. I love you so much, so much..
Anyways, i got to get back to my studies now.

With Love, YZ

Update. =]

Long time no blog =]
First of all, Happy Halloween guys. I'm not going to trick-or-treat this year and hope you guys have an awesome halloween this year!
Tomorrow is the first monthsary of me & Charles. Time goes by really fast. I'm so lucky to have him and i wish all the best to us ! <3 Much Love for you baby

With Love, YZ

[...] & LOVE :)

I didn't have time to write down stuffs recently ...><
But yes, alot of stuffs happened :D ~ [ 01.10.09 ] <3
I love Charles Youk. My love for this guy is way more than just "love". It's too long to describe it but i have never felt this way before. Rly.. I love you & wish the best for us =] (L)

Thanksgiving long weekend. Dad is off to Taiwan (business trip) and mom forced me to come to Chalet with her and her friends. Not fun D: .. It's freaking cold in Vermont OMG :( brr
And i'm staying in for the whole day today cuz i have homeworks . Sad sad.
Yesterday, I shopped with my mom :) it's so great shopping in US cuz you don't have to pay a huge amount of taxe like we do in Montreal . Bought 2 pairs of UGG boots ( medium cut and low cut/ Beige and Black), 2 long sleeves Tommy 's sweaters, O.P.I Nail polish, Volumizing Root Boost hair product, Reebok running shoes, and Polo Ralph Lauren's undies <3
And stayed up late at night on msn to chatt with Charles. I miss you and it hurts so bad.
Coming back Monday the 12th, can't wait <3

Going to do my homeworks now. :)
With Love, YZ

You are my miracle, like flowers blossom in winter ..<3

Waiting for your call* [..]
Parents went out this morning and are coming back around 1am... I wanted to go out but , somewhat...could not move my feet. =/ So i stayed home, had Roasted Portobello Spaghetti for dinner AND supper. Joy.. Re-played GDragon's HeartBreaker again and again ... School is getting really boring. Tons of shits to memorize and tons of pages to read.. ARGH!

{ You've been in my head the whole day. Every minute, every second..}

Life is just an uphill battle..Take it or loose it.

So school has started for 3 days now. Getting use to it, slooowly D:
Time goes by real fast, it's unbelievable..
Secondary 4 is going to be BIG. You fail sec 4, you 're pratically failing your life ..
Hence, i'll work hard hard hard. On one hand, i kinda..don't wanna fail my life..yknow. On the other, I guess it's just a way to stop thinking about shits and concentrate on school
So yea. I'm looking foward for this year :)
As the title says, life ,sometimes, is just an uphill battle. And i choose to take it.

& feel so sorry these days :( and feel really bad.
With Love, YZ

Bored :'D [...]

Going out in ..2hours or so. I woke up kinda early this morning cuz i slept early last night! For the first time .. XD like around 1am or so. ( yeah it's called sleep in early for me )
Had breakfast , manicured my nails :), PC PC PC. & oh, music <3
My msn is !#$^&'d up. D; Ima fix it tonight , i guess..
My msn has the ability to log off on its own. D=
With Love , YZ

Back By Popular Demand ;D

I'm back to the happy YZ again :]
Everything is fine fine fine and my mind is fresh fresh fresh.
So. School is starting in 6 days. Time goes by really fast.. We have to cherish every moment in our life.
Summer is almost over. ♥ AUTUMN ♥
I have to buy boots boots boots , i've been looking for an ideal pair of boots for 2 weeks now D;
&& I'm moving soon. =]

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
내가 내가 내가 먼저
네게 네게 네게 빠져
빠져 빠져 버려 baby (8) ~ ;]

With Love, YZ

I wish i could..But i can't.

Tons of stuffs happened within this week.. I have so much things going on in my head and it's kinda overwhelming.. It involved some tears , insomnolence and hollowness.. I kinda disapointed some people in many ways and i got disapointed by some people too. I really wish i could just leave this world for a few months, think about all the stuffs that happened again and again , alone, without anyone disturbing me. I didn't want to cry.. cause I've always pretended to be a tough person. But I got carried away, couldn't help myself.. Got used to sleeping in late and waking up early with my swollen eyes..
Getting better now. I'll write asap.
With Love, YZ

Oh.. French toast

My freaking cell woke me up this morning at 9:40.. I'm going to put my cell on silent mode EVERY SINGLE night before i go to sleep from now on. UGH. hate it.
So I decided to take a shower and make myself a healthy breakfast. I pratically NE-VER eat breakfast since I , most of the time, wake up around lunch time.
I opened the fridge, and there was A LOT of food♥ , as usual :]
(yea, this pic is a cake, not frenchtoast)

{3 slices of bread..eggs..cinnamon..vanilla extract..and milk.}

Cooked 3 slices, screw'd up the first slice.. 1down; 2 to go !! D; horray
Almost burnt my fingers.
The result was not so bad , believe it or not..

In the afternoon , my friend called me & she asked me what I did today.
Me:" Oh woke up early and made french toasts for myself"
T:" Ohh dear, you can cook?"
Me:" ... .. hell yeaa?" [...]
:) Enough with the chitchattin' , going out for a jogging.
With love, YZ

Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.

First post :)
So I abandonned my old blog and switched to this one. I don't post on my blog very often , cuz i'm not used to it.. ..But i'll try to post as often as i could from now on. :]
Don't expect too much from me , i just write down my everyday-could'nt-be-simple-er feelings & stuffs that I want to share with others.
And that's a wrap, i'm going out for a dinner now :)
With Love, Yz .